sábado, 10 de julho de 2010

Invasao de privacidade!


Quis voltar abordando esse tema. Eu n estou muito bem. Tenho uma pessoa q possuo um apreço imenso, e como pisciana sou ciumenta. Temos digamos q uma amizade colorida. Dis desses a vi conversando suspeito, acho que se n é nada demais pra q minimizar tela e ficar quase sem sangue na tela? Bom devido a isso no mesmo dia fiz algo meio q sem pensar, fui ver pela primeira e unica vez o historico dessa conversa com a pessoa q vi. Bom, quem procura acha. Eu preferia n ter lido. Guardei isso p mim mais de um mês até q o cerco apertou, a pessoa reapareceu e eu tive um surto desnecessario. Minha pessoa me perguntou e eu nao menti, disse que li e pronto. O mundo caiu, ela se sentiu invadida, traina na confiança. Bom oq importa oque eu li né? Oq importa oq acho ou oq senti ou sinto depois daquilo? NADA. N valeu a pena. Preferia n ter lido, se eu perguntasse n falaria tbm. Alias eu nao preferia muita coisa.
Ela nunca me escondeu nada, ela n esta sendo vila e sim eu q me tornei. Quase tudo q li eu sabia pois dizia respeito a mim e ela nunca me escondeu mais emsmo assim agente se sente mal. Eu errei e hj dias depois ela conversa comigo tempos contato, mas, só. Estou sendo punida pelo meu ato isolado e impensado. Aprendi que na desconfiaça se afaste pois ninguem desconfia a toa, converse e se nao resolve se afaste, para q n aconteça isso. Nao sou casada com ela, nem tinh nada serio mas compartilhavamos de coisas mais seria q um simples amor. Ela me ama, mas nao como a amo, da maneira como a amo.
Queria dizer q aceitei isso, que p cada escolha se tem um perda e tera muita perda. De ambas as partes. Acho que se eu me curar disso, estarei curada de muita coisa, inclusive de minhas culpas e mal estar.
Errei, errei admito meu erro e minha insegurança. Hj luto comigo pra curas, é curas prq n me faz bem oq sinto. Nao quero perder oq tenho com minha ruiva, ela gosta de mim sim e ta magoada com oq fiz, eu tanto sei q errei q eu admiti. N posso invadir por causa de minha insegurança, e acabei achando oq eu nao queria ver.
Quem nunca fez isso que atire a primeira pedra e quem nunca se arrependeu tbm... Ruiva, te amo e ta pesado, agente tem historia e vida juntas e sei q vc sabe disso por isso sua chateaçao, mas é pesado e na ha paz. To sentindo muito e quero nossa vida de volta porem terei mais pé no chao e estarei curada de muita coisa.
É isso, gente um beijo e to de volta tá?????

OBS: Sou Pisciana e as vezes queria mudar de signo...

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  1. I just lost my man about three months ago though he is back again full of love and passion with the help of great man Dr. IKHIDE. I NORAH PEDRO from Norway, have been into a relationship with daniel mark since I was 22 years old and I am 28 now. I so much love him but I could not show the love, it was very difficult for me to prove my realness to him because I thought to prove my love to him might make him look down on me and go after other girls. for over six years Daniel has given me all that I ask of him. I always threatened him with break up each time I want to see his level of love for me because I was told if I threaten him, he will propose to me and then will get married to him before I can show my love despite his complains of him not sure of my love I was responding to him with negative words. though I was suspecting he has another girl in his life, I did not border to ask him about that because I was so sure of his love despite my attitude. on the 8th of September a day to my birthday he came and gave me so many lovely gifts like never before claiming to wish me a happy birthday in advance with his words and behavior I expected him to propose to me on my birthday night then I will also tell him of my pregnant for him. I wait for him on my birthday he did not show up not even a call, I tried his number and it was not going through I refuse to go check on him because the anger in me six days later I went to his house and I found nothing not even a sign of my Daniel once live there. I was disappointed, frustrated, confused with so many thoughts on my mind like hanging my self if I did not see him again because I can not my parent about the pregnancy when the man responsible for it had disappeared. our religion's against that, my family will be disappointed in me, I have brought them shame. I look for daniel everywhere till I could chat with him on social network, he warned me never to disturb him again because he already had found another girl that he wants to live his life with, after a while, he blocked me from all access then I could not tell him of my pregnancy for him. so, I needed help from all corners of life, I decide to check to google my self or read some write up on-site on how to coup with my pain because I could not tell anybody about it not even my friends were aware of my pregnancy. I keep reading to cancel my self till I find how Dr. IKHIDE helps so many persons from different walks of life with their testimonies. then I decide to also contact him with dr.ikhide@gmail.com. Because I do not know much about contacting a spell caster, I was not sure he can bring my Dan back but I decide to give him a try though his requirement was another problem I meet with a friend for help because I could not the items that he needed I have to plead with Dr. IKHIDE to help me get the items because really need my man back to take away my shame. just two days after I send him the requirement Daniel calls me, plead for forgiveness. just yesterday he propose to me and I am so happy. you can also contact him with dr.ikhide@gmail.com

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